I made a promise I'd never keep I made that promise thinking you actually cared Thinking you'd actually have a chance I thought you cared but it was just hurting you Knowing how little my heart was for you Knowing that I was too good for you Knowing and knowing again that it was meant to be But you lied you cheated you took that chance of loosing me You try to talk to me but I won't pick up my phone And when you come round to talk to my mum about stuff I go out with my mates and when our there im not When you tried to get me to take you back I didn’t because it hurt and it attacked my heart deeply I can't believe I made that mistake of crying over you You weren't worth the thought of me even saying your name under my breath I can't believe I told you a secret I can't believe a month from now I will still know your middle name But I wont remember your kiss cause that time has passed You had your chance you threw it all away for one sweet kiss Was she good, did she have a heart? I hope it broke yours and you crushed hers Because you aint getting me back Im too good for you I'm too good for you to kiss And hold tight and just think in 4 years We could have been some were and had that chance To be with each other holding hands But I will never forget and you will never hurt me any more. Cause its over and it ain't coming back…
WHY DO PEOPLE TELL US THINGS TO MAKE US BELIEVE THEM WHEN THEY SAY THIS AND THEY SAY THAT BUT AT THE END THEY DO THE EXACT OPPOSITE! I DON'T LIKE THE BULLSHIT PEOPLE BRING WHEN THEY PROMISE SO MUCH AND YOU FALL FOR THEM AND THEN THE NEXT DAY THEY TURN YOUR LIFE UPSIDE DOWN! BEHIND MY SMILE I SOFTLY CRY, BEHIND MY APPEARANCE LIVES A GIRL TRYING TO SURVIVE THIS CRAZY LIFE OF MINE! BUT HOW CAN I WHEN I'M SURROUNDED BY PEOPLE AND THEIR LIES??
I liked you. You liked me. Isn't that suppose to be at least happy? we first met. in this place. i gave you a sign to get the trace. you read it and said, "really?" i replied yes. you looked at me and smiled, i blushed and turned away. later on you said do you really mean it... i said yes!!!! you were glad. and i was mad. we held hands. we hugged more than twice. you pushed me on the wall. and held my waist. we kissed on the lips. it fell into place. i stroked your black hair and pecked at your cheek. you told me i was pretty. you told me i was cute. but remember this isn't a fairy tale......its something else.. i told you i like you. we went out. i made a mistake. and you liked someone else. i guess we are even. i guess we were wrong. but at times it was nice. until...it was lost.
"Loving you was my favorite mistake".... thats something i learn in life gotta let the right person come to you. and if it doesnt come soon you take your turn... we had something between us but i guess you were shy in my world. you didnt let the time pass right. just to let you know ??? i would always blush when i see you, i would get pretty for you, i would smear lipgloss across my face for u, just to see you i would throw anything on even how ridiculous i looked just to get my left eye to peek at you, i would flirt but that just means i miss flirting with you but i dont like you. i might have the little tiny tiny like 1% of bacteria feeling for you but if nothing is happening between us that means you and me weren't meant to be ..xxxX 8.7.09 By:Astrid
You were always the best, At whatever you did, But life put you to test. You suffered so much day after day, That we had to concede, As you went on your way. Days come and go, Nights can be long, And I still miss you so.