why does he?

by MONIQUE VELARDE
(YUMA,AZ)

Why God?
Why are you doing this to me?
Why are you bringing me so much misery?
Why are you makin my life more a living hell for me?
Haven't you done enough to me?
You broke my family apart!you made my mom not love me
So she went her own way and started a new family
With a guy I never met now he is my step dad!!
But I dont even know where my mom is now!
I dont know if she is safe or happy!
You made my dad not love me or care for me!
Because he has his own family!
You left me with my aunt, my dad's sister
Who doesn't even give a damn about me
And wont let me see my dad and other siblings!!
Why are you giving me so much more pain?
Sometimes I feel like my life is going down the drain
Because I just don't care
I give up on dealing with all the drama
I just wish i could have my family back together And things would turn out OK
But this is reality and wishes and dreams don't come true!!